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Friends only from here on out, Ones. All the private entries have been "locked". Comment if you d like to be added.
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Sunday, September 21st, 2008
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It all makes no sense whatsoever but the beat goes on, I suppose...
It s funny how quickly perspective can change... it only makes it more apparent that convictions are hardly concrete; nothing is ever absolute-ly "right" or "wrong", because it is all relative... right and wrong are just values we(individually or societally) assign to things. But this is common knowledge, I hope.
It s ridiculous how much circumstance plays into how we view things or how our lives turn. I mean clearly, it is a huge factor, but sometimes it eclipses plans and long-term goals even. So much can be planned, and in the end, nothing could have happened how they were intended to. Once people realize that that s fine, cosmically it all means the same thing, that yes, a plan makes us feel comfortable, but if it doesn t happen, it doesn t automatically mean failure.... they might relish the spontineity of it.
Some of the most interesting, moving and passionately meaningful moments in my life have come completely unexpected, and completely not strategized. And when it comes down to it, those moments are true tests of who we are and how we really feel about things. Strategy and calculation are a form of death of truth and emotion.
Of course, you must keep your head about things... but there is a happy medium between the planned and the un-planned.
What I m trying to say is, don t deny your true feelings on anything because of fear, "fear is the heart of love", as Ben Gibbard so eloquently puts it. To dumb down or justify those feelings are the dumbing down and justification of who you are... imagine your feelings as extremes... with those extremes filed down in order to stifle them for fear of ______, you no longer stand out; you become level with everyone else, and that is soul-suicide.
The point of this post? None, really. Just writing, piecing together fragments of thoughts... haven t sat down and written something, even just a beginning, in a long time....
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Saturday, January 5th, 2008
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I didn t know five years ago could feel so far away.
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Monday, November 19th, 2007
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So I got a new car like three weeks ago. Two days ago, I hit a column in the parking garage at Merrick Park. I don t have pictures of the dent, but I m thinking it s gonna be like 2 000 to fix. Anyone know a good body shop?
Pictures, pre-fuck-up:
 
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Thursday, October 4th, 2007
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Those of you who ride in my car with me often or even sometimes have probably noticed or have been told about my little guardian angel pin that is on my sun visor. It(I m not yet sure what sex I want to assign "it" yet...even though it s been three years... and 40,000 miles...) decided to take the day off along with me today. I m driving down Bird Road, coming home from a furniture store, when the transmission starts jumping, and then the car turns off completely. This is including the brake assist and the power steering. So I have no brakes, and no steering. I was going about 40 when this happened. By the grace of God, or whatever you want to call it, I didn t hit another car. I was in the middle of Bird and about 73rd avenue, and I finally just pull the emergency brake to stop. I skid for a second, then the car stops. I have never been so scared in my LIFE. A police officer helped me push the car to the side of the road, and I sat inside the car till the tow truck came.
As bad as it was, I m just glad it didn t happen yesterday when I was driving to the beach... or from the beach... or to or from FIU.
So because of my car, I couldn t do half the things I needed to. I missed a meeting with my agent. This expense is coming at a not so great time.
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Tuesday, September 25th, 2007
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I I booked the Telemundo job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I m so fucking excited!!!!
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Tuesday, September 18th, 2007
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I just watched the series finale of sex and the city - AGAIN-. It makes me cry every time.:*( I m such a girl.
I went out on Saturday night with some friends and had a lot of fun... I ve never been out that late(I think), I m such a wet blanket. I think I was tipsy at one point, and that s progress!
I have a math test Thursday. Yuck.
My head is in such a weird place right now. It s making it hard to function. I locked my keys in my car today(I haven t done that in YEARS). At work I accidentally charged and had sent $3,000 worth of merchandise to the wrong address... in COLORADO. My head is a mess. I m so distracted.
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Monday, September 10th, 2007
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Oh Sarah. You are one of my favorites.
As a VMA vet, I must say, what crap.
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Tuesday, August 21st, 2007
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So Cyrano de Bergerac is going to be done on Broadway, and guess who Roxanne is going to be.....
JENNIFER GARNER! <3 ...I love her...
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Today is my Godson s birthday! Alexander is five years old! I can t believe my babies are growing up:(.
Austin and Alexander s birthday party was yesterday. When they broke his pinata(a fire truck), Austin started screaming and threw himself on all the candy so no one could get it. I think he thought everyone killed his fire truck. It was so freaking cute.
Yesterday was two years and a half that Jimmy and I have been together. I can t believe it s really been that long. It seems like it s been longer, but at the same time, it doesn t.
This weekend we stayed at the Biltmore for his cousin s wedding. I, like and idiot, didn t realize that if you put the ironer face down while it s on, it was burn through the carpet. So now there s a big triangular shape of carpet missing in room 429. Oops. O well.
I have to go to court today for a stupid parking ticket. Luckily, Jimmy s dad will be doing all the talking(he used to be a judge and an attorney).
Today is my last day of freedom. After having three days off, I work for eight days straight. Then I go to Key West for two days, and start working again. Ugh.
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I HATE(yes, hate biyatch!):
-stupid people
-finance charges
-dumb chongas at dolphin mall
-dolphin mall
-fakes
-people asking me if my bags are fake.... because no. they aren t.
-Enrique Iglesias.
I LOOOOOOOOOVE(in no particular order):
-familia
-my Godsons(they are just turning five and two... time goes by SO QUICKLY!
-Jimmy
-the sun.
-Power Pizza... whole wheat crusts for life.
-my friends
-J. M.'s(John Mayer, Jason Mraz, you get the point...)
-Kylie Minogue
-employee discounts!
-sun-dried tomatoes.
-gelato(new-found love, btw).
-sleeping
-working out.
-leaving the hotel with Frank in bathrobes and not being allowed in the Jerry's Deli at 4 am.
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Wednesday, June 27th, 2007
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my new prada bag is cute. yeay.
that is all.
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Last week was the worst week ever. Hopefully, it will lead to bigger and better things. But it made me realize something...
I WORK TOO FUCKING MUCH!
I m taking a permanent vacation from Saks. Thank fuckin God. I m so over it.
18 lbs and counting biatches.
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...can anyone tell me something about stocks? I have no idea how to even go about buying stocks without having to consult a financial adviser... I don t want to blow ridiculous cash in the process, and I m weary of buying them online. I m scared of scams.
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17 lbs and counting.
....now, breast reduction? I m kinda starting to look like a porn star... everything is shrinking but my boobies!
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Saturday, April 28th, 2007
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bugs are so fucking gross. they should all fucking die.
And for those of you that are about to leave a comment saying, but the world would be out of balance with out them bah blah blah.... SHUT UP. I don t wanna hear it. Call me stupid or ignorant... I m not arguing what they exist for, just that they are DISGUSTING.
EWWWWWWWWWWWIFGO DFBDFGHRGHSFJD!I#!(#$!@#!!(#@ER !@FBEQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, March 24th, 2007
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My birthday was great:). I feel really old though. No... seriously...
Jimmy took me to see Wicked and we had fantastic seats. But the girl who played Elphaba, she had a good voice, her actual tone I liked better(than the ST), and incredible technique, but she just couldn t hit the notes, especially the end of Defying Gravity... and that killed it:(. But the costumes were beautiful. And the girl who played Glinda was really good.
I feel like I m at a stand still right now. In terms of life. I wanna be a manager or something already so I can make more money... I recently found out that at Saks you don t have to have a degree to be a manager, and managers make 40,000+. So I figured that was good enough while I m finishing school.
My Gucci boots are coming in the mail:). Yeay me.
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Friday, February 23rd, 2007
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so guess who got the callback for the Canadian Marshall s commercial?!?!?!?!
....ME BITCH!
that s right... ME!
It s tomorrow at one thirty... cross your fingers for me, it s all aboot(duh, it s Canadian...I m just getting into character) having faith!
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Saturday, February 17th, 2007
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My brother and sister are gonna be in Europe(Greece, most of the time) over the summer. My fear of flying is standing between me and being there with them.
O well. Europe is overrated anyways.
Except for Greece(the fatherland).
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